I'm scared to do a *******. But daddy says it will be fun. He knows I'm not a lesbian or bi-******. He is in charge that is no bull. He says she is not that pretty but is not butch. Her I do not want to lick or touch. I wonder if he'd still like me as much. He likes to do weird stuff. He knows I like it rough. So I guess I will play along. So new friends I can make & belong. He wants a master slave relationship. Wants my hands tied behind my hips. He said he also wants me to watch. He said she'd show him what he's taught. He wants me to get drunk first. Would that be better or worse? I guess I will be ******* naked. Do I even get a blanket? It's his fantasy. So I guess we will have to see. I will try to be how he wants me to be. I don't care if he slaps me. Because it won't be hard, the motel ain't free. I wonder if we'll spend the night. It will be a strange sight. The three of us in one bed. What is wrong with our head? I guess I have lost my mind. In time I did find. He said with me he would take a bubble bath. I guess to share him half. Is better than not at all. He always texts & not calls. It's better that way. He knows with him I want to stay. I don't like hearing my baby voice. Choosing me was his choice.