nothing more to be born of the ash nothing more to be born of me flesh stretching to give and exhale in giving inhaling smoke and sweetness inhaling my throat a museum of anniversaries pain with meaning revisiting grave sites of people still breathing breath for screaming washing the ghosts of your hands out of my clothing because loving is leaving oil of your skin in the water from my eyes running from feeling these poisons my body is cleaning senses left reeling your touch still so appealing your face so seldom appearing