i have been up all night losing my grip.
all i have felt is my mind playing tricks on me making me want to lose every thing and trash the place till i burn alive.
it only 12 am i haven't even let my heart rest all these words i cant get out of my mouth.
you haven't made up your mind to let me or tell me i'm losing my mind in to insanity that wont let me scream my lungs out till i puke my guts out leaving me insane and dead.
all night there is a code i have saw pass the back of my head. all my sharpies have dyed or ran out for my despise. i feel like i want to tear this place down like the house of cards i have assembled. all the symbioses i have written all over my body that will make you scream at me for being nothing but a ****** path that can never be silenced even never ever stop'd. up all night just wanting to scream till i can make a point   of i'm still hear. up all night i have so much built up inside when all my loved ones just fight taking out all there violence they have to use.  i know some times life is rough. up all night i have so many things that built up in me. up all night i ponder that i have lost my mind to insanity and the free fall of what i have been on each and every day. up all night i just want to let out all my darkest demons to try to make a smile. up all night i might leave sneaking out at 12:06 am just leaving to escape to vent my life's misery. up all night i just want to try to sleep but what will i do cause music has calmed me till i fell asleep. up all night i grow more crazy just fighting this worlds ******* that hits me from every way.

up all night i have so much to write even if i grow more insanely crazy up all night i just want answers that will tell me the real truth.


if i'm up all night just letting you know in the morning i will have writings all over my body.