"abused"? no! that's not what this is she may rip my thin skin with the whip of her switch leave big, bold, purple bruises when she throws heavy blows at my face punching, and kicking till she hears the very snap! of my rib cage and bones break She's not abusing me when she stains my heart with toxic words of lies, and negativity about me how im stupid, worthless, disgusting, ****** up, demented, and i waste of a soul No......that's not abuse its just her way of love, and physical nourishment shes happy when im hurt and that's all that matter ....happiness for one soul