Now that i know i never said goodbye or locked you out of my mind.
Time kicks my face to the grinder as i bide my time. While i fell from you admiration. Sometimes i wish i could hate you but sometimes hate is not enough. So i am runnin'away hoping to lose myself.
I don't yearn for your death i only seek for your decay. But yearning is not enough. So i'm runnin' away. In hopes of finding a better place because my hatred is not enough to burn the noose you tied around my neck.
Your kiss as sharp as our love. And now i am left with an aching hole in my chest, staring wide open into the world like an open door.
Unlike you i prefer to be broken and carry my wounds for all to see rather than walking around like a plastered up corpse, ashamed of being broken.