(Some of us **** & Some of us want to be killed.) Most are caught in the crossfire of life and death. A few find a pattern.
How emotions can control us and push us so far.
More than you would think, Don't feel at all; Those like me.
We learn to 'fake' emotions. And we are so empty and desperate to feel... To feel; love, fear, happiness, anger, sadness, joy, and even pain. We inflict others pain, in hopes to feel the same.
But to no prevail, we run out of options... Any other option but, DEATH.