How dark and long the night Growing up in the care Of you, my mother Unstable and violent With fists as fast as your hair-trigger temper I was very young when I learned to take a punch And fly across a room with the best of them
But you taught me to read before I started school And you read Dickens to me for hours Igniting my love of words and stories But even then The storm could crash at any time "What a quiet, well-behaved little boy. Isn't he shy?"
But the worst thing you ever did to me You told a lie as big as the moon You said that my real father, the gypsy Was dead When I met him, in my teens The world lurched slightly And never went back to normal And the worst thing is I was still too scared to call you a liar
By Phil Roberts
years later, my mother came to live with us when she was dying of cancer. she was a frightened little old woman and any residue hatred and anger that was left was replaced by compassion and i made my peace with her.