I've always been the creative type. I trust my work with others but it keeps being set aside or being alter my vision deluted. I think of taking a stand so that I can get what exactly what I'm looking for. I'm not the directing type I can do great things but keep limiting myself. I've written many scenes that I can piece together but coordinating the actors and a set is all new to me. I've seen my friends work but its not my vision working production is a process in many aspects I usually trust others judgement I need to get better and have confidence in myself. I don't want to be sneaky and go behind peoples back but waiting I'm not gaining or learning anything. Starting and getting it done matters most to me this plotting and what if or what could be scenario gets old. I hear one thing but they do another so its kind of hard to settle or expect anything. I see more but dealing with less.