I'm just here waiting for you to come back
But I'm tired
Tired because I know that even in my highest hallucination
Even in my wildest dreams
You will never come back.
But I catch myself
Dreaming that you will come back
Deliriously hoping that you will be here with me
That we will be on the same wavelength
Thinking the same things but I know
I know I'm lying to myself
I'm just delirious