There’s a storm Mama. I cannot see through the rain. Just human shapes walking. Like people in a hall of mirrors I have the blues Mama But worse the blues are dark grey. I know she’s out there Walking with people we don’t know. I can hear her laughter The chinking of her wine glass. But I can’t see her Mama. The rain falls too hard. I am too used to her being there Mama. Warming the house the gardens. I became accustomed to the green forest and snow capped mountain’s. Happiness was a habit of my heart Mama. But now the rain This endless rain.