Am I just you punching bag?
Scream, yell, holler
I'll take it all
But for how long?

Insults upon insults
Scarred flesh, bruised hearts
Hit, punch, scratch
I'll endure it all
But for how long?

Mistreated life, a silent hell
I've kept your ***** secrets
Burned my lips shut to protect you
Bleeding, crying, dying
But for how long will I keep this up?

Losing my mind
Falling apart
Screaming, laughing, deteriorating
I seek vengeance
I plot, pace, and act
But for how long will I lose my mind?

I break and fall
Choose the wrong path purposely
Choose to poison my life
All to see you weeping, begging, falling
But for how long will this painful hate lie in my shattered heart?
For how long...