How do you let go When she's the first one You ever really loved When years ago You swore that you would **** and die for her The first time you felt that way About someone else You find that they might Be happy, while you aren't How do you let it go How do you keep from The overly protective instincts Almost like a parent You accepted you weren't To be with her Or even see her again But come to find There is someone else She can trust But can you trust him? You knew it would happen Didn't want to think about it But realized the inevitability How do you see him now? And how do you react now? And how do you live now? All the flashbacks from before Rush to you, paralyzed You are, sitting, lying This is the first death Of the first love