somewhere... a man bows in his room feeling a 500 degree arson of loneliness howling in his gut while he thinks only of you... somewhere... a man is walking 5 miles in the moonlight wasted on 16 beers he is happy to make it home then finds that you are not there again he finds the sharp end of your most expensive broche sits on the bathroom floor and hacks away at the leg... somewhere... 6 inches away from you in bed a man lies poisoned by a 2 year long suicide while trying to keep your love... somewhere... just not here... not anymore... at least... for the time being anyways...