I don't think about the number eighteen much, but the one numbered eighteen fills my mind. Eighteen years, fourteen letters, five days. I never got numbers, but your numbers have got me trapped in a whirlwind of old stories and little facts. I think about how many kisses, lovers, fights, quiet conversations you've had. I'm trapped in a flurry of numbers. I'm happy there, but you're more interested in the colours of someone else, her eyes, her lips, her skin. I'm trapped in a flurry of numbers, and you're running free in a spectrum of colours.