I was graced with life
But always longed for death
I strove a strained for strife
Waiting with baited breath

I had the world in the palm of my hand
All I could ever want
But it slips through like grains of sand
Because my darkness loves to flaunt

I give my all with honest intent
Knowing its never easy
The pain is always inward meant
And I'll **** myself if need be

For all that I have done
And all I'll ever do
Know that I'm the self destructive man
And I never meant to hurt you