The drastic change, From 2 hrs 20 mins. To 2 mins 59 seconds. That's how long we spoke for. It was long enough.
The Phone Call. A phone call. Is all it takes. To break down the wall. To push through my heart,a stake. My heart cracks a little,at every second. just want to hold the phone & have u on the other end. No need for words. Coz every word hurts. To say or to hear. You sound so far yet so near. I want to scream at how unaffected u seem to be. Like nothing changed,when how long it has been! How familiar and distant your voice sounds at d same time. How u still sound like you did, when you were mine. I wanna shout at u,stay mad at u, I wanna hug u, tell u how much ive missed u. I wanna hang up. I wanna hold on. U wreck me. U break me. U rebuild me. U make me. I smile, through tears. I laugh ,swallowing the lump in my throat. You're a monster , You're an angel , My drug. My addiction. My love. My affliction. Letting u go too soon to sudden, Means death to me. Only time, can determine. Can set me free. & after time erases time.. I pray i make it out alive.
I apologize if some words/sentences don't make sense or if there are more mistakes than usual. I just typed away any & every word that came into my mind. No editing. No rethinking.