You act as if I'm not scared Only explanation I gave myself Was that you met someone better Someone closer I grew so paranoid Loved ones didn't know who I was Why couldn't you just say it Tell me how you felt And don't say because I didn't do it I didn't want to open up And my explanation be true Yet how am I supposed to think otherwise When I'm a mere distraction Something so small in your life You look over me Even when you're looking dead at me You know you're on my mind A million ways before Sunday Yet somehow I feel I'll never be on yours I know the distance is killing us But fear is why your losing me And I'm losing all I need