i can still see you there, some delirious and shining thing a beautiful ******* with your lips puckered, your cupids bow winking in and out of view sweet for me, i feel your mouth in my hair some kind of ghost kiss whispering something to me, breath soft on my brow i can't read as well as you, darling i can't read a thousand things and still have room for more, my belly distended with the words, my heart bleeding for it my golden swan, did i steal you? did i break into the giant's home and whisk you away, little bird? i feel the sugar on your skin steam rising from the crooks of your limbs smiling, a gaping gorgeous maw head pushed back, knees scraping against the frozen wall so pretty i might have dreamed you, maybe is there any version of this where i don't end up bleeding? (probably not; but it'll be a lovely fall down)