Your loss must have exploded from your heart. I heard that small, still voice of longing as the ash settled from the sky -- melancholy floated over the hills on the wind. I tried to catch the emotion in a mayonnaise jar like those lightning bugs when we were little-- But, I never thought and it turns out that the holes in the lid were too large.
I was sorry to see your grief set loose from my childish jar to lose a thing and then lose the sadness-- to be doubly bereft. I expected the feeling to have floated halfway across the country by now . . . and, yet, there it still is draped around your shoulders as if to keep you company on lonely nights.