The life I am living is not the same as
the life that wants to live in me.
Is life means our mind or something else?  
I have watched and experienced my style of living
is nothing but shaped by my mind.
Every relationship is as good or as bad as it is
because of the minds involved.

My intelligence is one of the expression of my mind,
I felt bad when no one see my intelligence as FIRE and
never come close to warm them, but they see just the
smoke at the top of the chimney.

When I am as I am, people tend to criticize my lofty ideas,
even when achieved, were rarely admired, often laughable.
Now I pushed into doubts whether we will be recognized only,
when we imitate the heroes instead of listening to our heart.
My understanding about the life is 'let your life speak'.

But, If you are cautious about your failure and tasting success.
I still found crowd around me dislike coz you are not
a part of them. People always look out for failures in the crowd
coz with them they feel one of them.

Yess, the above confession look like I'm a hypocrite. Right