I never gave a **** about literature. Until the women were gone And the loneliness replaced them And the words kept the loneliness From becoming Unbearable. One Ex-girlfriend Used to read often And write poetry She tried too hard. There was a lot of big words Mashed together And the ideas were always Too grand. She wrote a dumb downed poem For me one time And pasted it On the back of a polaroid picture I loved that picture Me on a ***** couch With my beautiful long black hair 18 Surrounded by 4 beautiful 17 year old girls. I'm only 24 now But I feel more like 47. The poem began "Cigarette smoke in this cold weather The shiny studs on your black leather" Something about tantalizing... She always used tantalizing.... I always think about Being 47 And laughing about Nights Like this.