I don't fear death
I fear life....
Getting through each day is such a challenge
Will i ever fulfill my dreams?
Will i achieve my goals?
Will i ever find love?
Am i destined to be alone?
Why am i so misunderstood?
Why am i betrayed by those i love?
Who am i living for?
What am i living for?
Questions like these torment me on a daily basis
Every minute of my existence ****** me like a thorn
The hours just make it worse
Sometimes i wish that death rescues me in my sleep
'Coz honestly waking up and facing the day is so hard