It's a big bad, mean cruel world You can't expect much good fire And he's got debts to pay And she's got mouths to feed And we got mamas and papas Weary of all the ruckus And she's got a boy to please And he's got to settle the score And they keep looking at me like, "Why should you kick the bucket?" When amidst these troubles An among these worries They still get the weekend release Cause amidst all the smoke Among bottles empty They get their kicks laughing at me It's all fun and games until the canopy falls And you have doppelganger dreams, and demons at your door And she's got poison juice And he's got drug abuse And we got mamas and papas Tired of all the paper And his mama just split And her daddy just went stiff And me, I'm just disintegrating In the vapor See I try to keep it light Never said I was right You'll never know my tragedy But if we ever meet again And you're the one that's spiralin' Will you ask to hold my hand