Sometimes I Feel Like I ******* Up. And Most Days I Know I Have. I Miss My Old Life, The Life I Used To Have Just 4 Short Weeks Ago. For The First Time In My Life, I Trully Regret The Decisions I've Made. I Regret Burning The Bridges I've Burned. And I Regret Hurting The People I've Hurt. For The First Time In My Life I Realize How Horrible Of A Person I Trully Am. And I Don't Know If I Can Change That.