your existence is a celestial body of bursting colours that’s unable to be absorbed by simple mindsets i remember the first time i caught a glimpse of you and how i felt your soul radiate in a way that no other soul ever has i wasn’t able to sense anyone’s spirit but yours was yearning to be noticed by my dull eyes your essence was begging to be admired by mine and i took it all in until the stars in my eyes matched the galaxies that are your thoughts you are a heavenly body of perfect moments sewn together by gravity you are otherworldly and unnaturally magnetising i was captivated by the dazzling assemblage of your emotions that make you you and i can’t help but get ****** in by the aliveness of you explaining how it felt to be painted and soaked in the colours that made you would take all the synonyms in the world but if i could tell you one thing it would be that i have died as soon as i saw you i lost my heart beat and my breath and everything i thought i knew about my life i’ve lusted over death for so long and you’ve taught what it feels like not to be alive my spirit left my body in yearning for a glimpse of the world you lived in i got lost trying to grasp the idea of how you existed in the millions of constellations that make up my universe i got lost in the constellations of you and now i know, i can never find my way back