another night
going home
alone
but
by choice
i observe you all
   bickering
     watching
      not trusting
going home in anger
to wake up with dread
why go through it
   i wonder
i know i have done the same
in the past
and i question why
why do we put up with unhappiness
just to claim being
coupled
doesn't make sense
to me
but
if you're accepting of it
go for it
but me
i'll settle with
going home alone.