This just became a lot harder by its very nature I must cloak one identity shine all the light I can on the Other harder because I was just reminded people find my writing hard to understand brothers at church Out home can you be more simple use smaller words I could be stupid I’m a high school dropout I don’t Know any big words well I did use imbecile in the seventh grade that was cool and got a reaction this Started to be a tribute to a person who was rare although you can surely see glimpses of your dad Brother or other male members of your family as I said to write you must follow truth strictly no Deviation but before I could pay and honor the visible one another comes into view from the past with This twist then he was the dark kight now he is a knight in shining armor the dark knight have him on The Cross bar of a bicycle both of you have swimming trunks on you pass some tuffs with extra powerful BB guns while your body shields him he lets off a litany of sailor inspired words directed at them they Don’t return insults they open fire I have welts and his mother picks three B Bees out of my back did he Feel any pain he was too busy laughing that was just one time not enough room here to give you the run Down let’s just say as the only identifier he was a short racer came in first braver than the others but I saw him in a class picture there is the strange part it touched my heart and then speaking to him on the Phone my feelings were correct he is a great wonderful person then the stranger yet he so embodies by Appearance and voice of the one I choose to honor here Stevie Rucker was about eleven that summer I Met him his mother went to my wife’s church he was bright kind and melted people with his soft and loving nature quite a contrast to his father a six foot four hard nose FFA inspector we were out at a Restaurant in the city a foursome in the next room with a booth were using foul language I don’t know The dim lighting could have been a factor but when this giant shadow fell on them and asks them to stop I Don’t think they even talked loud after that. But this sweet little boy harbored a dream one day he was Going to be a fire fighter then as dreams go it was shattered bad eye sight disqualified it was a dream Worth fighting for so he took action a risky costly eye operation was the answer victory he moved to Patoka California by now a wife and two toddlers a boy and a girl three boy five they lived in the foot Hills of the Sierra Nevada mountain range ever where you were in great growth forest of course the Red Woods get all the glory but take a stroll red clay earth and some of the most gorgeous nature you Will ever find although the Great Smoky Mountains will give it a run for the money in a later story I will Tell about them and the gnome mobile and the huge boar black bear that I thought I was going to have To run to the car pull out my thirty thirty Winchester and start working the lever action to save seventy Five tourists I put in Jeopardy by getting him out of a deep gully. Well life was good for Steve and his Family he was living his dream our paths would intersect we stopped at Paso to break the trip in half to Southern C and Disney land were heard about the fire in Dego it was bad enough that the whole LA Basin was fogged in for two days the Santa Anna winds finally pushed it out to sea and up the coast I hit It on the other side of San Louis Obisable in a gorge it was banked in and because of youthful lucky strikes and Later sleep apnea I couldn’t breathe in the car until I hit the air conditioner well by the time we got Home to check in at the hotel it was clear home is what Anaheim means in German then there was that USA Today News paper again I looked and a face was staring at me older and thicker heavey set but I knew the face and then at The bottom of the picture emotional train wreck a child so giving now as a man had given his life for Strangers five to six hundred miles south from his home he died trying to save their homes he joined Many others but these were fresh in my mind the folks who died in the fire storm in Oakland from the Conflagration that took lives and homes and four lane highways on both sides couldn’t slow it down and You have as much chance as out running a bullet as you do a fire as twenty five Idaho smoke jumpers Found out they were racing out of a gorge scrambling to get over the top this natural configuration had Become a chimney of living flame thirteen died instantly those others rolled over and away on flat Ground at the top was spared. What could I do I wrapped myself in the only protection I could find he Died a hero that kept the pain at bay how many times I invoked that statement it worked so well until at The community center in Patoka where they honored Steve’s sacrifice it was televised Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger and other state dignitaries his fire house buddies and other fireman from everywhere Was there and then they panned down to his mother and father his father wasn’t so large anymore and It was the last time I could use my shield as I looked and watched Pat weeping Uncontrollably over her Lost son I thought you would like to know of this wonderful person I will close with a thank you in the Language of the Lakota Sioux as his service had part of it in the native language of his tribe Pilamaya means thank you Steve you are an inspiration we bow to greatness beyond our understanding