I do believe the worst of feelings are better than having none at all So be happy when it hurts after you fall A sense of emptiness is what I now fear the most Its not always with me, but haunts like a ghost Those groggy late weekends where sleep is a drug I lay there so lifeless with less worth than a rug Somebody shoot me, or stab me , or **** me Good God above just let me feel something
This feeling of emptiness is something I can crush with an intentional change in outlook and some meditation; but it nonetheless haunts me from time to time and writing about it is my best outlet.