I'm sorry I'm sorry for smelling like cigarette smoke around your mother and for staring at you all the time I'm sorry my voice is shaking when you speak to me and I'm sorry for the burn scars on my hand and I'm sorry for hurting your ego I'm sorry for taking new routes to get to class just so I can see you I'm sorry for bothering you in your busy life that has lost desire for me to be in it I'm sorry for losing sleep thinking about you, I'm sorry for losing touch I'm sorry for not loving you like I should have I'm sorry for loving like I should have now that you are gone