I've been betrayed. I've been made afraid. I've been cut apart. I've been deprived of my heart. I've been thrown over the edge. I've been beyond left for dead. I've been cut, ripped to shreds. I've been immobilized, around my head. I've been *******, not that way. I've been scared of every day. I've been told that life is none. I've been told there is no sun. I've been told there is no light. I've been told I can't fight. I've been told that I should run. I've been told to **** fun. You've been told that I don't care. You've been told that still I stare. You've been told by contradiction. You've been told by barest friction. You've been told by no connection. You've been told by the turn of her head. You've been told by her cruel words unsaid. You've been told by her over me. You've been told by not being free. You've been told by fury of heart. You've been told by being ripped apart. You've been told, maybe now you see. You've been told by being told by me. Wait. I'm so sorry. Baby I'm so, so sorry. I'm still F A L L I N G In love with you. ******! ******. You're gone.