I am a nervous person I am scared of failure Yet I tell myself that I fail every day I am scared of success also cause with success comes pressure I hate being under pressure. I want someone who can look at me and tell me to breathe I want someone to hold me and tell me that it is going to be okay I want someone who gets me I just need a friend a friend without an opinion a friend who will just love me It would be nice if this friend was a boy It would be nice if we could jam out to music It would be nice if he would go on adventures I guess that I want a happily ever after except happily ever after's don't happen to suicidal depressed girls.