She lied there, simply reminiscing of a time long ago when all she believed was how the entire world would be a better place without her in it. How foolish she felt for once upon a time ever thinking such a thing. And as she lied in bed with the two loves of her life; the man and the love she believed could never have happened to her and a little boy who, when she found out was expecting, could fill her heart with such love and joy. She then realized that life does better. One might think that it doesn't, but if you keep pushing, if you keep having faith that everything happens for a reason and everything has it's right timing, life gets better. Always.