I speak your name I touch you from the cold you emerge have I known you? has it come to the point where hearts must bleed before they sing? I can not believe that I have loved you for so long and yet not see what went wrong along the way that the door between us just snapped shut
have you suffered cruelties that I did not forsee? and with a heavy load that wanted to unburden itself I cried.... long ago and far away I seem to recall you cradled me in your arms the feeling stuck to always haunt my mind I ache with longing for your touch when was it born this bitterness in our hearts? why have we nursed it deep within only to find shadows climbing on our backs clawing their way into the very essence of our togetherness somehow I believe you must have loved me too but that is gone now and everything is through.....