all i can do is survive life bull sit that comes my way. but i can never put my pen down i need to write what my mind needs to let free. i cant escape my life or face reality. my mind my heart deep down lets the words s flow threw my arms spilling out my words i don't have the power to speak my mind. when i do i will go complete ape **** on every one. i cant actually speak cause i'm shy and i don't like being in crowds. cause i wont say i'm sorry. the words cant come out but my pen never lets me down.