She's slowing down, she's not as strong as she once was I can't breathe, I'm not as young as I once was She asks how can she can live it down, all the pain that she's fought through Don't know when, when I gave up the follow through And she's down on her knees, ****** knuckles in the sand If this war is over, why am I still living it There's a monster she killed, she killed but she became it, screaming If only I knew then what I know now She'd turn the gun around, and **** the one she was meant to