I wonder how long
Until someone catches on
To how addicted to
Everything I am.

Each drug I take,
and lie I tell,
Each guy I bang,
and time I steal

A sick flush of dopamine
Erupts through me
Embracing my veins in
Everlasting euphoria.

I wonder if this makes me
A bad person;
Indulging in sin,
sure floats my boat--
does that mean I win?