Look at your phone Three to four times Hoping for a text A single call Perhaps a notification People you love or know Forgetting you exist Emotions of paper Just the same old ******* You felt two days ago Its all repetitive Everything I know Its deja vu I wrote poems To forget myself So the world would remember Who I was But the world changes I'm a lonely record Broken, stuck on repeat My life seems to be the captured image Of broken glass There is no fixing Maybe I really am Just losing who I am When words fail To escape me And I can no longer Explain how I feel I'm truly lost Because its all so repetitive