Death and disease Put me at ease All your words Echo in me Fly like the birds Above my misery Something great they said to you Now all this pain thanks to you The silver blade In my throat Live in the shade I sunk my boat You try to comfort me But inside you're laughing out All these tears from insanity I can feel your disappointment and doubt You try so hard to concentrate But I am the reason you suffocate My blood is all that can heal me now My soul, my reason disappeared somehow Depression elevates inside my head Dragging me until I'm dead Family lost its place When you walked away Now you will taste disgrace When you hear the demon say He lost his mind You won't find A piece of him Cause now the light is dim Only God can save So take the halo off You're not brave You're a show-off An act in front of a crowd His screams ever so loud I am his demon His heart is screaming Just walk away His pain must stay You think you see his eyes Welcome now a ****** surprise All you see is the scars His family left in him Multiply all the stars And you get the scars on him He is past redemption Forsake your conviction To save his soul You must sell your own You can't fill this hole All he is is rotten bone Cry on him And water his eyes His lights are dim He waits for sunrise To see the world The one that he will burn in Try save the world And you will join the fallen
I wrote this a long time ago. Thank God I have come from a dark place into light.