they seem to find ways to claw through my skin when i'm tired enough already giving advice to myself... how can I give my words to you too? when my mind drowns in chaos i fill the water in bottles and my feelings fall in with it the thought of someone holding your hand every step of the day sitting on park benches just to be with you slipping off your shoes when you're too drunk to function kissing your forehead when it's time to fall asleep and pouring your heart out into their ears finding people who are truly there for you are hard to find when you only have time to be there for yourself