Another sip Another **** Fading into the haze Of my own self destruction You act as if I'm human That I can be hurt That I'm not willing to suffer Just for your own entertainment I'll pave my own path to my early demise Dont think you can help I'm miles ahead of you You're only just beginning Polishing the fingernails of deaths hand I've felt them While I fade into my eternal oblivion Another bottle down Another cigarette smoked Maybe I'll continue Driving this dead end road At 90 miles per hour Fading once again Back into the man I used to be The man I'm always meant to be Now I'm wondering Was the psychic right Will I ever see my 31st birthday