Fumbling through a wilderness of pain Lost in a desert of doubt Desolate in a winter of anxiety Buried in a coffin of maladies Alone in a city full of people
Time and time again hearing whispers of doubt Negative opinions and false truths That I am nothing That I will become nothing Then die with nothing and no one
For out of the dust of the ground I came And to it, I will return For all things under the sun are meaningless And in the end, toil means nothing except death For this life is a lost cause
Then the winds of the wilderness increase And the disorient of the desert intensifies The death and terror of the winter do not relent This capsule of corpses latches shut, trapping me inside And the people of the city war against me
My hands tremble with the fears of my heart My heart aches with the troubles of my soul And my head pains with the false-knowledge I know For I am filled with lies upon lies upon lies And how might I ever know truth in the midst of such treachery?
It is then, in the midst of my hell When the weight of this life has all but crushed me And I am about to give up and die About to accept these lies I've been fed But then, the Lord speaks to me
I hear the voice of a heavenly nature, and it says; βSon, be still, and know that I am Godβ Then, like a miracle My trembling hands and unsteady heart are cured, and I'm stilled For He has always been God, and has never left my side And to the day I die, and even beyond, He never will