I don't get it I don't understand You could let go But I still can't Nothing to grab In my needy hands Ash falling down upon Burnt, barren land The buildings are empty The people have gone I'm lying in the street Inhaling the calm A silence so loud It violently screams Even in your absence I'll never be at peace I talk as if there's something to say I act as if you're watching Though you've gone away But pretense gives me purpose And in fantasy I live Miscellaneous items Just a small glimpse Spinning Twirling Exhaling a thought I closed my eyes for a moment And upon opening you were gone