I hate sleeping.
i see you in my dreams
and i miss you even more.
you sleep to forget
I sleep to feel pain
the world is full of bright lights
and dark skies
i can feel all of them around me
when i hear your voice in my sleep
you press yourself up against my wall,
it devours you.
you slip into my bedroom.
i can feel your eyes on me,
as you slip in between the sheets,
and wrap bandages around me.
You try to heal the wounds you caused me,
but when you say you love me,
i want to scream.
my wounds will heal but I will not.
by the time  this is said,
i will fall asleep again.
i feel death when you lean in close
i feel love when you stay away
i see bright lights and dark skies around you
but blood stained showers and hospital lights around me.
baby,
this is not your fault but mine.
but please,
don't come around next time.
I'll sleep alone
Alone
Alone
again
for the love of God
stay out of my head.