Wake in the morning heart racing hard to sleep
Some days better than others
You ask God and other times you are wondering
Gave your all to a job that let you go because of someone who provoked you and you sank to their level
Struggling to survive but still thankful to be alive
You think about the past the fear of the future and not knowing
Taste of stomach acid is the back of your throat
Vision blurs under frustration writing goals and dreams
They mean nothing without and results the only satisfaction and gratification.
Seen a girl and think how can she be mine if I have nothing to offer.
Thinking it might or might not happen adding to anxiety