i have that feeling when i feel scarred but i go where i want to but what do i even stand for. what the day dose to you is just hollows you out with that worried sad scared for the person sitting next to you. i d'ont know but i feel like i just want to run. when it starts to rain i feel like i'm free and being washed away from all the weight and regrets for every disions you have made durring the day.. all the scares rips tears that linger all over your body. you can keep your games up but ill never stop feeling worried about you that's the truth i have to say to you. but all your games tourching me making my los my mind. when we fight i dont mean it but when we are finally setteled down i feel that hollow feeling in side me. what all the words i said makes me want toknow if your okay and not any where in danger.
i feel like this every night with all the guilt and regret we both said