As time runs by As the sun begins to rise Flashbacks haunt my mind Thoughts of the way I look If I will ever be mislooked If what I say is being mistook Am I doing what I should Its a constant battle which no winner is pronounced Being me is a constant hastle I felt the mean of hurt To the extent my body begins to fade When I love I love to no limits That my whole body is a puppet to control Your happiness is my light and your pain is my demies. My personality is other people to like and for me to suffer. It's like a buffer for others and it kills me from inside.