I want to work my soul into madness,
i want the chance to study the scrolls
in those big brick castles with
all the nerds throughout the world,
to spend hours into the night
scanning philosophy and history,
pondering for answers.

even if I have to sleep on my textbooks,
on curbs,
in alleyways,
with filthy faced friends dimly lit
over a trash fueled fire,
I will still ponder for answers.