i don't know if i'm losing control. what is real what is fake.  i cant tell cause i'm going insane when i saw you that night with that pretty flower in your hair. i thought it was just a really bad dream. but when i woke up laying on my front lawn ******* over. i felt my vibrating it was you it wasn't a dream  it was a real thing that happened.
i don't remember a thing at all i just remember waking up.  

i'm not going crazy but insanity is real going crazy when every this feels so fake but every thing was so real.