He used to dry my tears
and now he's the reason for them
He used to build me up with his words, his touches
and now what isn't there is what's tearing me down
He used to keep me from sinking deeper
and now he pushes me under
I used to think everything was fine
but now I realize it never was to begin with
I used to think he was my whole life
but now I see that he was ******* my life from my lungs
I used to think he would be my always
but now I know that if he's going to be like this, that's not possible
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