No, I am not a legislator of the world* only a voice a tiny voice ( vox clamantis in deserto) but the winds shall carry the words I write and scatter them over faraway fields mountains and seas wherever destiny bids
somewhere somehow someone would get to know me
just words words drawn from the blood of my heart words I have lived with all my life and loved like the most passionate lover words that have made me stronger than I could ever have imagined words that have made me cry
they began so innocently and I toyed with them one by one syllable by syllable phrase by phrase sentence by sentence
eureka! I have discovered words are alive they give meaning to all that is in life and above all they define what I am and have given me the building-blocks of what is what is not what should be what should not be how to how not to to be or not to be
the jigsaw puzzle pieces are coming together and a clear picture is emerging ( a long drawn-out process but how rewarding!)
Words I no longer could leave behind and they would not want to release me then the day came when I realised I became words personified
no, I am not just flesh and blood any more think of me then as nothing else but words just words
* borrowed from Shelley's : poets are the legislators of the world